im currently just about in my 20's (27 to be exact) the idea off getting closer to 30 scares me. in my head im still a teenager. i got married at 25 and felt like a child bride and became a mummy at 26 feeling like i should be on an episode of 16 and pregnant and if I'm honest i sometimes can not belive my self that im grown up with a morgage and a family of my own. saying all that i wouldnt change my life.
i work for a well known jewellers as an assitant manager. i love my job, it doesn't pay much but to be part of people special occasions like engagment, wedding, christening make the job worth while. i would love to be a stay at home mum but for some reason the morgage and bills need paying for EVERY month and none of them take I.O.U's plus i stupidly married for love rather than money so untill my numbers come up on the lotterty i will have to continue to work and do my own cleaning.
i dont really have any hobbies anymore since becoming a mummy. i do love reading, my kindle is never far when i have free time. i will read anything thats fiction i love the idea of escaping into another world and losing all cares and worries in that moment in time.
that is it really putting it all down shows how rock and roll my life has become, as i keep saying i wouldn't change it for the world. at the end of the day no matter what life throws at me i have a beautiful supportive family to fall back on and for that i cant complain...................but i will anyway.
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